i hate my body, i feel fat. i have spanish background and every one tells me my curvy figure is natural and beatiful- watever- any way i know my curves are naural and womanly but id love to tone my while body and lose a little weight on my legs-i work 42 hours a week, i eat an average diet- not bad but not good either- i do eat late at night due to my finishing times so that doesnt help (i also do eat alot cos i never feel satissfied)- i wana go to the gym but i cant find much time AND wen i do find time its so hard to get motivated- im constantly exhausted but im scared coz the way i feel about myself is starting to effect all the good parts of my life- i never wana go out cos hate looking fat i never sleep with my bf anymore coz im embarassed even tho he loves me- i dnt wana be fat, or untonned- how can i get motivated to work my ass off??? by trhe way iv even tried excersising with a friend??...