If I burned up, I would die. And would immediately be in Heaven with God. I am positive. Know why?
Because I am a born again Christian. Meaning: I have invited Jesus into my heart and asked Him to take over my life.
Nobody knows exactly how you feel except Jesus. He made you so He knows all about you. He wants to be your BFF. He has a super-deluxe custom-made plan for your life that’s beyond anything you ever dreamed of. But He waits for us to ask. Invite Him into your heart, ask Him to take over your life. You will instantly feel better. Watch Him ease the stress and give you peace in it's place. He is on YOUR side. He never stops thinking about you. Read Psalm 139 daily. He loves you move than you can possibly imagine!
Read your Bible, find Christian support groups, watch Christian programs like Hal Lindsey Report, End Time, 700 Club, Daystar and TBN TV, Books and DVDs: the Late Great Planet Earth, books by Paul Crouch. There's so much fascinating information to learn. Jesus loves you. You’ll have fun and the rest of your life will be the very best of your life.
I hope this helps; it sure made a huge difference for me

They who seek The Lord shall not lack any good thing. Ps. 34:10
Delight yourself in the LORD and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, And He shall bring it to pass. Ps 37:4-6
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined the things that God has prepared for those who love him." 1 cor 2:9
Pour out your heart to Him (Ps 62:8) Nothing you say will shock or surprise God.