I'm really really scared right now, because I feel so lost and confused. Because I'm really, really, bad at loving other people. I've taught myself to loathe other people, and I look at other people and I feel contempt, and disgust, and that's terrible, but I don't know how to be different. I keep trying to love everyone as Jesus loves me, but I honestly, genuinely, don't know how. And I feel so lost, and I keep praying, but a lot of the time it feels like no one's listening. And it's really scaring me.
It's probably a bad idea to post this on the internet, but I'm really scared, but I just had to tell anyone, or else I was gonna explode.
Written in Stone: That made me smile. Thank you.
It's probably a bad idea to post this on the internet, but I'm really scared, but I just had to tell anyone, or else I was gonna explode.
Written in Stone: That made me smile. Thank you.