I'm pretty sure i had an experience last year
Ive grappled with these questions alot
but Ive come to the conclusion
that its up to you to choose what fits you the best
that they are all equally valid and that conflicts over hell or faith or denominations are just ways to control us & make money
I think were taught the wrong way to think of 'God'
like hes 'out there' or 'above' always distant, seperate,
so we project outwards & seek other peoples approval & buy lotsa shit & try to conquer everything around us etc. etc. etc.
instead of looking within and becoming a complete person first
like we should
its a pretty ingenious system they've devised actually
keeping us so wrapped up in guilt and fear and self loathing
You are your own judge
no one outside of you can make you
think or choose anything you don't
want to yourself
People need to stop living their lives with fear as the motivating emotion
there's nothing out there that can hurt you if your
already complete inside