depressed, afraid i won't get better, friends don't help?

Mikey

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sorry if this doesn't sound right i am a little drunk.
so i'm 18, i'm really depressed. my dad is an alcoholic, i hate him.
i'm going to counceling next week for the 1st time.
basically i hate my life, i have no confidence and it's all my dad's fault because he is never around and i've never had a male role model.
now my best friend knows everything that has happened, but lately he's becme distant and made excuses for not hanging around with each other, do you think i'm relying on him too much, i nerly always go to him for advice.
maybe i'm getting on his nerves?
i near enough idolise him, he's everything i'm not.
maybe i'm being stupid and over reacting.
i dunno, ur advice please?
oh btw this friend has become the malr role model in my life, i wanna be just like him even though i know its not good for me
 
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