Smartlikeadoctor
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When I was in University I was talking to this prophetic guy at the student centre and he said
"Listen I'm telling you, you see all these people that are running away from you right now? They will be chasing after you later on."
Well some things have happened since then:
- I had a jealous, hateful, vindictive and sadistic mother who told me I was a piece of shit everyday because she was jealous of me. She did everything she possibly could to sabotage my life
- I had a father who told me I was stupid 200 times a day because I had a brain tumour removed when I was 16
- I thought that the God I worshipped condoning slavery and the killing of infants cause it was written in the bible.
Needless to say, I was a very emotionally and psychologically damaged person with no social skills, a lot of maladaptive personal habits, a completely irrational and pessimistic outlook on life and a very fat body and this was the reason that almost everybody I talked to avoided me and this was the reason I went 6 years without a single friend...
But now God has been healing my emotional and psychological wounds for 6 months. He is beginning to restore the innocence and joy that I had as a child, when eating a cheesburger from mcdonalds could keep you excited and happy for 1 month. He has given me everlasting peace. He has enabled me to keep the 10 commandments perfectly because I am no longer tempted by evils such as jealousy or lust... and I discovered a diet that allows me to lose 1 pound of body fat every 2 days...
I think that in the next couple of years or even year all the people who avoided me in the past will be chasing after me...
Also the scriptures say that when you keep the 10 commandments, God blesses your wealth, your physical desirability, your romantic relationships, and he increases your intelligence in slow increments. While breaking them causes your intelligence to go lower on the scale.
"Listen I'm telling you, you see all these people that are running away from you right now? They will be chasing after you later on."
Well some things have happened since then:
- I had a jealous, hateful, vindictive and sadistic mother who told me I was a piece of shit everyday because she was jealous of me. She did everything she possibly could to sabotage my life
- I had a father who told me I was stupid 200 times a day because I had a brain tumour removed when I was 16
- I thought that the God I worshipped condoning slavery and the killing of infants cause it was written in the bible.
Needless to say, I was a very emotionally and psychologically damaged person with no social skills, a lot of maladaptive personal habits, a completely irrational and pessimistic outlook on life and a very fat body and this was the reason that almost everybody I talked to avoided me and this was the reason I went 6 years without a single friend...
But now God has been healing my emotional and psychological wounds for 6 months. He is beginning to restore the innocence and joy that I had as a child, when eating a cheesburger from mcdonalds could keep you excited and happy for 1 month. He has given me everlasting peace. He has enabled me to keep the 10 commandments perfectly because I am no longer tempted by evils such as jealousy or lust... and I discovered a diet that allows me to lose 1 pound of body fat every 2 days...
I think that in the next couple of years or even year all the people who avoided me in the past will be chasing after me...
Also the scriptures say that when you keep the 10 commandments, God blesses your wealth, your physical desirability, your romantic relationships, and he increases your intelligence in slow increments. While breaking them causes your intelligence to go lower on the scale.