sMinnieMouseN
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- Mar 3, 2011
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Okay so I've always been a shy little girl. But then when I got to high school, all the socialization really got to me and I really feel depressed about not being able to connect with certain friends. Before I would just go in with my normal life but now I try VERY hard and TRY to mingle with certain people. I have two best friends in this school plus a COUPLE other friends that I am about to chat with. Other people, well I can't seem to make a decent conversation with them. I've been getting better at conversations but there is this one best friend[T] of mine who I got attached to. And fortunately we became a group with two other girls[Q][E]. [Q] lives farther away from us so [T], and [E] take the train together, But now [T] and [E] are best of friends holding hands, laughing ALL the time, talking about secrets i don't know about. I'm not jealous of them, I'm just feeling very left out. And silly me, I started pushing myself away from them because whenever the 3 or 4 of us are together, I'm like the outsider. Its kinda my fault for not talking enough, but I can't explain it enough. And now I'm really sad because I really don't want to drift away from [T] but its so hard to do that now that she has a man as well. And no, I can't talk to her about this because I don't think she would understand. Anyone has thoughts about this?
Yes I know, I went from one thing to another, but they all relate to each other under the general topic of being less outgoing than most people are. Please answer with thought, I really need to clear up my mind, it has been going on for months
Yes I know, I went from one thing to another, but they all relate to each other under the general topic of being less outgoing than most people are. Please answer with thought, I really need to clear up my mind, it has been going on for months