I've been too lazy to pray & scared to read the bible. Whenever I'm sleepy, if I don't go to sleep right there, then it's hard for me to sleep later. Thus, I tell God "goodnight" & hit the hay. The only time I do pray is to thank God for waking me up. I've been scared to read the bible because when I finished my 1st manga/comic book bible for the first time, there was a death in the family. Thus, I've been scared to finish my 2nd one. I need to change.