So there's a little eating place a block from my school.
Me & my friend were chilling outside & this guy I know comes up, to give me a hug I expected, but he puts his hands one hand on my back & gives me a firm kiss on my ear/neck. ( I HAD NO IDEA HOW TO RESPOND )
I looked at him like wtf, & he took a step back & looked at me like wtf.
& i'm friendly with him, so i ddidnt wanna hurt his feelings so i was like, sit down.
He sat & we were talking a little & he's like, why can't I kiss you? Not in like a serious way cause he's a really funny & popular guy & I was like cause youre just a friend...
& he's like im gonna come over today & i was like....i don't think you can....
& hes like you come over my house & i was like...i dont think i can....
all while just looking through his yearbook, because if it wasnt there it would've been so awkward.
So then he was getting up to go inside & he's like gimmie a kiss (not in a demanding way or anything)
& I was like a deer in the head lights & was like....i dont wanna...
& he like stop being shy & gimmie a kiss, & i just gave him a hug.
I don't want to put my lips on just anybody, you know..?
He's not my boyfriend or anything so I'm not comfortable with that.
& he kissed me out of nowhere..
The last time we texted was like last month, he told me he & his GF were on a break but I kept hearing from everywhere it was BS. I'm 96% sure they're broken up now though.
& the kiss was in such a sensitive area for me, i was disturbed & offended for a minute.
does that make me a "prude" by the wayy?
But he's SO FINE he's a light skinned black guy, & he's just staring at me while I talk to him with his big sexy green eyes. Either he was really feeling me, or he was just trying to game me up like i assume he does with so many other girls & I didn't wanna fall for it, so I was trying to combat him with big dark brown eyes & long eyelashes...that i get a lot of compliments on, sorry just had to add this so you know... Like, "bahahaha nooo b*tch my eyes are sexierrr."
But it was a battle inside for me..he was winning & i just wanted to take him down, mmm...!
but i'm just so nervous & shy & awkward, I don't know what to say & i'm such a little girl about it,
i can not talk to guys.
by the way, i'm a 16 year old girl..you'd think I would've got this down by now.
TIPS/HELP?
Me & my friend were chilling outside & this guy I know comes up, to give me a hug I expected, but he puts his hands one hand on my back & gives me a firm kiss on my ear/neck. ( I HAD NO IDEA HOW TO RESPOND )
I looked at him like wtf, & he took a step back & looked at me like wtf.
& i'm friendly with him, so i ddidnt wanna hurt his feelings so i was like, sit down.
He sat & we were talking a little & he's like, why can't I kiss you? Not in like a serious way cause he's a really funny & popular guy & I was like cause youre just a friend...
& he's like im gonna come over today & i was like....i don't think you can....
& hes like you come over my house & i was like...i dont think i can....
all while just looking through his yearbook, because if it wasnt there it would've been so awkward.
So then he was getting up to go inside & he's like gimmie a kiss (not in a demanding way or anything)
& I was like a deer in the head lights & was like....i dont wanna...
& he like stop being shy & gimmie a kiss, & i just gave him a hug.
I don't want to put my lips on just anybody, you know..?
He's not my boyfriend or anything so I'm not comfortable with that.
& he kissed me out of nowhere..
The last time we texted was like last month, he told me he & his GF were on a break but I kept hearing from everywhere it was BS. I'm 96% sure they're broken up now though.
& the kiss was in such a sensitive area for me, i was disturbed & offended for a minute.
does that make me a "prude" by the wayy?
But he's SO FINE he's a light skinned black guy, & he's just staring at me while I talk to him with his big sexy green eyes. Either he was really feeling me, or he was just trying to game me up like i assume he does with so many other girls & I didn't wanna fall for it, so I was trying to combat him with big dark brown eyes & long eyelashes...that i get a lot of compliments on, sorry just had to add this so you know... Like, "bahahaha nooo b*tch my eyes are sexierrr."
But it was a battle inside for me..he was winning & i just wanted to take him down, mmm...!
but i'm just so nervous & shy & awkward, I don't know what to say & i'm such a little girl about it,
i can not talk to guys.
by the way, i'm a 16 year old girl..you'd think I would've got this down by now.
TIPS/HELP?