I've had depression for a while, I've learned to cope with it really well too! I never wanted to take depression pills because I was informed they make you emotionless, basically. I did have some days that where worse then others, but I dealt with it. Now the problem is, I just developed anorexia less then a year ago. I am a guy, and 16, and have lost a ton of weight!! The thing is, I really can't tell if I'm fat or thin. When I see myself in the mirror, I see a fat person, but when I look at pictures, I see someone a lot thinner. The problem though is, the mirror image automatically makes me worry about my weight. I really never wanted to deal with anorexia, but I can't help it. I really wished it would go away, but at the same time I want to keep it. I've been on soooo many pro-ana websites with their "thinspiration," and have only become more upsessed. I even have my one guy role model basically. I've become sooo mest up, but I can't get over it. I hate psychologists, however, as I've been to too many that really annoyed me. I want to get better, but am afraid to. any tips on trying to recover?
I have been trying to eat more, but it's not as easy it may sound. I really regret it and hate myself after. If I eat anything with more then a couple hundred calories, I have to exercise.
I have been trying to eat more, but it's not as easy it may sound. I really regret it and hate myself after. If I eat anything with more then a couple hundred calories, I have to exercise.