I've never found myself being "interested" in a guy. I've found them cute and all (mostly just intriguing), but I can never actually imagine myself falling in love with one. I could, however, imagine myself loving a girl, and have had crushes on some. The thing is, I'm "in the closet," and even if I DID come out, I could never be honest with my parents. They're extremely conservative Christians, and my brother is, as well. Their reaction would be...deadly. I kind of hope that this is a phase, because it would make my life so much less complicated, but it probably isn't, and I have no idea what to do. Do I tell my friends? Do I ignore it and shrug it off as a phase (being the daughter of two very Christian parents)?