AndrewSmith
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PLEASE READ FIRST BEFORE ANSWERING, THANK YOU.
I have lost everything that I have worked for and have rightfully earned, now I want it all back, it's only Right and Just. Now I don't want to go off on some Sob story here but to fully appreciate the situation I have to explain, so if there are any decent compassionate people out there who really do care, heres my story:
When I was 18 years old, I tried to Defend some girl from being beat up by her horrible immoral boyfriend and I ended not only getting seriously beaten up myself, I was also Criminally Charged for trying to defend myself after he tried to Kill me (He even told me he was going to break my neck)
However the charges were later dropped because it was Self Defence, but I now I have Police record and because of it, it has already affected my chance at finding a well paying decent Job. (In Canada, Police records are essentially criminal records because they consist of both Convictions & Non-Convictions)
After all that happened, I moved away to put my Life together and worked 3 Jobs to Save money for my future, I started of with just 200 dollars to my name and ended up saving over 10,000 dollars in less then 6 months, only to be underappreciated every step of the way after working the worst jobs (And believe me, I worked my fingers to the bone) and getting laid off all 3 Jobs because of a bad season and I ended up spending every dollar I saved just to survive. Later on, I was living in a house with some real arrogant low-life rommates that destroyed all my possesions over a small arguement after my drunk roomate pushed me in to the wall for no reason other then he was being a drunk idiot. (Even after I went out of my way to accommodate them with troubles of their own.)
After I exausted all my savings, I was forced to move again to another City and started over again with only 500 Dollars. I started a new Life and decided not to be bitter about that past, but then again, everytime I started saving money I would get laid off, in one instance I was kind of unfairly fired over an accident 2 days after being promoted. I ended up going in to Debt about 10,000 plus interest and penalties just so I could have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. Now I am Negative 10,000 dollars today.
Even after all this bad stuff happened to me I have always tried my best to help people instead of becoming Selfish and hardned over everything, only to be stabbed in the back my people I thought were good friends that I was trying to help.
I know your probably thinking there is more to this story then whats being told, but honestly, I haven't done anything wrong to anyone, only every done or tried to do whats right no matter what. I feel like an innocent lamb being sent to the slaughter. Always been good and, more importantly, FAIR TO OTHER PEOPLE, but it never comes back to me. If ever did something wrong to somebody I would acknowledge it and do everything possible to make amense for it, so believe me when I say I am NOT being Self-righteous in anyway. That much I know as absolute truth.
I have absolutely had it, I can't keep "turning the other cheek" any longer, my patience & faith has been tested to the limits and I am about to break. I want back everything that was stolen or taken from me and I want retribution for all my anguish Iv gone through. I know I deserve it.
Also, I thought of something, If God gave me a choice between a Perfect Life free from harm, loss, and suffering but no chance at Heaven - OR - A life of anguish and suffering but to be compensated for everything in Heaven. I would take a perfect life here on Earth right now. It may be shallow but its my life and as long as I don't wrong or hurt other people, I want it to be a damn good life.
Thanks for your answers and Help, because I don't know what to do any longer.
I have lost everything that I have worked for and have rightfully earned, now I want it all back, it's only Right and Just. Now I don't want to go off on some Sob story here but to fully appreciate the situation I have to explain, so if there are any decent compassionate people out there who really do care, heres my story:
When I was 18 years old, I tried to Defend some girl from being beat up by her horrible immoral boyfriend and I ended not only getting seriously beaten up myself, I was also Criminally Charged for trying to defend myself after he tried to Kill me (He even told me he was going to break my neck)
However the charges were later dropped because it was Self Defence, but I now I have Police record and because of it, it has already affected my chance at finding a well paying decent Job. (In Canada, Police records are essentially criminal records because they consist of both Convictions & Non-Convictions)
After all that happened, I moved away to put my Life together and worked 3 Jobs to Save money for my future, I started of with just 200 dollars to my name and ended up saving over 10,000 dollars in less then 6 months, only to be underappreciated every step of the way after working the worst jobs (And believe me, I worked my fingers to the bone) and getting laid off all 3 Jobs because of a bad season and I ended up spending every dollar I saved just to survive. Later on, I was living in a house with some real arrogant low-life rommates that destroyed all my possesions over a small arguement after my drunk roomate pushed me in to the wall for no reason other then he was being a drunk idiot. (Even after I went out of my way to accommodate them with troubles of their own.)
After I exausted all my savings, I was forced to move again to another City and started over again with only 500 Dollars. I started a new Life and decided not to be bitter about that past, but then again, everytime I started saving money I would get laid off, in one instance I was kind of unfairly fired over an accident 2 days after being promoted. I ended up going in to Debt about 10,000 plus interest and penalties just so I could have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. Now I am Negative 10,000 dollars today.
Even after all this bad stuff happened to me I have always tried my best to help people instead of becoming Selfish and hardned over everything, only to be stabbed in the back my people I thought were good friends that I was trying to help.
I know your probably thinking there is more to this story then whats being told, but honestly, I haven't done anything wrong to anyone, only every done or tried to do whats right no matter what. I feel like an innocent lamb being sent to the slaughter. Always been good and, more importantly, FAIR TO OTHER PEOPLE, but it never comes back to me. If ever did something wrong to somebody I would acknowledge it and do everything possible to make amense for it, so believe me when I say I am NOT being Self-righteous in anyway. That much I know as absolute truth.
I have absolutely had it, I can't keep "turning the other cheek" any longer, my patience & faith has been tested to the limits and I am about to break. I want back everything that was stolen or taken from me and I want retribution for all my anguish Iv gone through. I know I deserve it.
Also, I thought of something, If God gave me a choice between a Perfect Life free from harm, loss, and suffering but no chance at Heaven - OR - A life of anguish and suffering but to be compensated for everything in Heaven. I would take a perfect life here on Earth right now. It may be shallow but its my life and as long as I don't wrong or hurt other people, I want it to be a damn good life.
Thanks for your answers and Help, because I don't know what to do any longer.