I lost 50 lbs by using a set of flashcards called Fitdeck. I love it but I'm now down to my goal weight of 195 lbs and still very soft around the middle. I honestly didn't believe the BMI when it said my optimal weight was under 180 lbs (I'm 5'-11") I love everything I've seen about p90x and i really want to buy it but i don't make a lot of money & lets face it, eating junk is a lot cheaper than eating healthy thanks to this billion dollar diet industry we've created. I am trying to decide if i can afford to follow this regimented diet. Right now I'm feeding a family of four for about 80 dollars a week but i am living paycheck to paycheck and really don't have any extra cash to spend buying a seperate grocery list for me and one for my family. Any input would be appreciated as long as it isn't laced with negative criticism or belittling me about my financial problems.