By the way, my eldest four siblings do not live in this country.
I'm 14 and at home i'm soo grumpy. Whenever my mum asks me random stuffs like "wat did u have for lunch at skool", i get really angry and dont say anything to her. I can't "talk properly" with my parents. I yell and shout and sometimes when i get really angry, i cry. It hurts soo much.
But my parents arent any help either. They shout at me wheneva i shout or yell. I'm no expert on parentin or anything, but shudn't they be more undersatnding? I'm the youngest of 6 and the only teenager at home.(the one older than me is 21)
My mum sumtimes hits so badly, that i at that point, i think that she'll kill me. She hits me like anything. She sumtyms steps her foot on my neck to make me stop screaming. Its soo bad.
I'm not normally like this at school. School is the only place that makes me happy, coz i've got frends.
But i think that it's my behaviour that drives my parents crazy. I think they are tired of parenting and takin up another teen. I mean, after all, they are in their late 50s.
I havent seen any counciller or anything. And i don wanna talk abt this to my parents either. God its so hard. I wish i didnt yell at my parents, but i can't control my anger. They say that i'm even worser than a grown man. I hate it. I hate being me. And everythimng abt me makes me depress. My acne, my weight (though i'm not overweiight). EVERYTHING. I just wish i can control this shitty anger and get on with my life. Sumtimes i say that i hate my parents, but deep down, i really love them. I don want to be the only pain in their lives.
I'm 14 and at home i'm soo grumpy. Whenever my mum asks me random stuffs like "wat did u have for lunch at skool", i get really angry and dont say anything to her. I can't "talk properly" with my parents. I yell and shout and sometimes when i get really angry, i cry. It hurts soo much.
But my parents arent any help either. They shout at me wheneva i shout or yell. I'm no expert on parentin or anything, but shudn't they be more undersatnding? I'm the youngest of 6 and the only teenager at home.(the one older than me is 21)
My mum sumtimes hits so badly, that i at that point, i think that she'll kill me. She hits me like anything. She sumtyms steps her foot on my neck to make me stop screaming. Its soo bad.
I'm not normally like this at school. School is the only place that makes me happy, coz i've got frends.
But i think that it's my behaviour that drives my parents crazy. I think they are tired of parenting and takin up another teen. I mean, after all, they are in their late 50s.
I havent seen any counciller or anything. And i don wanna talk abt this to my parents either. God its so hard. I wish i didnt yell at my parents, but i can't control my anger. They say that i'm even worser than a grown man. I hate it. I hate being me. And everythimng abt me makes me depress. My acne, my weight (though i'm not overweiight). EVERYTHING. I just wish i can control this shitty anger and get on with my life. Sumtimes i say that i hate my parents, but deep down, i really love them. I don want to be the only pain in their lives.