Basically since i last finished school in May my day to day routine has been as follows: sleep in till about 12 noon, waste my time watching tv for a few hours and then go on here and waste time and basically alternate stations throughout the day, and east my cupboards dry of food, all of this going on till about 2 in the morning when i go to bed destined to wake up and do the same thing the next day. I am now 21 and though I know that I am wasting my life away by doing this I don't have any interests or ambitions or enjoy ANYTHING, it sucks. I want to be driven by something and be given the chance to enjoy my life instead of wasting it. I do have mental health issues that inhibit me to some extent, but in all honesty, they inhibit my ability to do things that I am not interested in. From past experiences I know that when have real interests that i am driven by and that wake me up in the morning i am completely invested in them and earthquakes nor tornados can peel me away from something i am interested in. i don't know if all of this is because i have lost all of my creative juices to see value and enjoyment in things like i used to be able to or what but i am sick of living in such a bleak existence.
*eat my cupboards dry*
you're a moron.
*eat my cupboards dry*
you're a moron.