edofjville
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like depriving myself.? I'm 19 years old and have never had a girlfriend in my life. I went to public schools until 7th grade,and ever since then,from 2001 to now,I have been taking high school and other courses on the internet at my home. I've tried for years to stay active socially in different venues such as summer camps and a youth group,but none of those ventures resulted in any long term friends.
I have had quite a few crushes on several girls throughout the years,but none of them ever panned out,either because they weren't interested in me or I was simply too shy and afraid to approach them,though mostly because they weren't interested in me.
As of now, I have no actual friends and obviously I don't have any opportunities socially to find the right girl especially since I'm busy now with school work and my part-time job 6 days a week. I don't have a driver's license either so I can't just go out somewhere on Sundays to meet someone,and I don't want to have my family or parents drive me to a place for such a personal reason.
I am talking to a girl from Toronto,Canada on myspace who I met on an online 3D chat world thing a few months ago but she's going through a lot of issues plus she's stuck in her first year of college and we live far away from each other,so that doesn't look like it will lead to any sort of actual relationship,so I'm back to square one again.
Even though I don't have friends or a girl to love and cherish, at least I have a nice sized room,a Playstation 3,Wii,DS,Gameboy Advance,TV,satellite,DVD player,and tons of videogames,DVDs,CDs,and books. My material possessions are the only real things in my life that make me happy if only artificially and a little bit. Maybe if I keep getting all of the stuff I want like games and movies,I won't feel like I'm missing something anymore?
I have had quite a few crushes on several girls throughout the years,but none of them ever panned out,either because they weren't interested in me or I was simply too shy and afraid to approach them,though mostly because they weren't interested in me.
As of now, I have no actual friends and obviously I don't have any opportunities socially to find the right girl especially since I'm busy now with school work and my part-time job 6 days a week. I don't have a driver's license either so I can't just go out somewhere on Sundays to meet someone,and I don't want to have my family or parents drive me to a place for such a personal reason.
I am talking to a girl from Toronto,Canada on myspace who I met on an online 3D chat world thing a few months ago but she's going through a lot of issues plus she's stuck in her first year of college and we live far away from each other,so that doesn't look like it will lead to any sort of actual relationship,so I'm back to square one again.
Even though I don't have friends or a girl to love and cherish, at least I have a nice sized room,a Playstation 3,Wii,DS,Gameboy Advance,TV,satellite,DVD player,and tons of videogames,DVDs,CDs,and books. My material possessions are the only real things in my life that make me happy if only artificially and a little bit. Maybe if I keep getting all of the stuff I want like games and movies,I won't feel like I'm missing something anymore?