anymore but i do at times suspec? I got married 18months back, then found out he is gay, he does not go to htem anymore but i do at times suspect him at tmes, he has pormised he will never go tot he gay many every again, his parents also know of what he was doing after i told them. I want to save my marriage, i also know he loves me a lot. How do i suspect him less or not at all.