ArtisticAnimal
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together. how do i heal? please help? i never trusted many men due to my father leaving me. this was my first relationship and i lost my virginity to him (i was 24 at the time). the moment he met me he had another gf. i had no idea! (i honestly had no idea, he was the perfect liar and even fooled my mother) the gf called me to tell me! she knew about me for months. she told me to leave him, as if i wouldn't. apparently he was cheating with other women as well. the last 3 months she moved into his house. they lived together! he told me this elaborate lie of how he was living with his parents and renting the house out. he never introduced me to his family(the pig met my mother) and he introduced her to his family. he said if he met me first i would've been introduced to them and not her. i met his brother and roommate, they knew and didn't say anything.
i guess i'm looking for comfort. i was totally betrayed. my first "relationship" and the guy i lost my virginity to and this is the outcome...me testing myself for std's and feeling like dying. how do i begin to heal? how do i trust humanity? please help i feel like dying
i've posted this a few times because it's comforting to hear people...to not believe that all people are out to hurt one another
i guess i'm looking for comfort. i was totally betrayed. my first "relationship" and the guy i lost my virginity to and this is the outcome...me testing myself for std's and feeling like dying. how do i begin to heal? how do i trust humanity? please help i feel like dying
i've posted this a few times because it's comforting to hear people...to not believe that all people are out to hurt one another