I just had sex and feel weird and abandoned?

[MiatNinjaKittytt]

I just lost my virginity about an hour ago give or take, it was with my bf of 3 months, Ryan we are in love i enjoyed the love making part but now i feel really alone after he left because his parents got home, i don't take the pill but we used a condom, he just left, i feel sad and stuff its really weird, im bleeding some, i just fell really alone, o and btw im 15