BanginBree
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- Aug 1, 2012
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I don't often remember my dreams when I wake up, but these dreams seem so real everytime.
I've been with my boyfriend for three years and we've had a very rocky relationship. The first two years were almost miserable. I was a clingy girlfriend and he would constantly try to avoid me. Looking back, I don't blame him, because I know he wanted to be with me because he loves me, I was just hard to deal with because I was insecure. During that time we both made mistakes with other people. For the past year I have been what you would consider a normal girlfriend as far as my security with him. We've also been living together.
The past few nights especially, in my dreams I wouldn't even see him. I would be talking to all of his friends and even my older sister (who has been in town from college but I haven't seen her yet in real life) about why he wont come home to me or even return my calls for two or three days. They wouldn't tell me anything until I would beg his friends to take me to him. When I get there he's either with a girl that he messed up with in the past or I wake up without getting a chance to see him in my dream. When I see him laying next to me when I wake up, it becomes a huge relief. I feel like I've missed him so much. But at that point I know that the reality is way better than the dream. What could it be about?
I've been with my boyfriend for three years and we've had a very rocky relationship. The first two years were almost miserable. I was a clingy girlfriend and he would constantly try to avoid me. Looking back, I don't blame him, because I know he wanted to be with me because he loves me, I was just hard to deal with because I was insecure. During that time we both made mistakes with other people. For the past year I have been what you would consider a normal girlfriend as far as my security with him. We've also been living together.
The past few nights especially, in my dreams I wouldn't even see him. I would be talking to all of his friends and even my older sister (who has been in town from college but I haven't seen her yet in real life) about why he wont come home to me or even return my calls for two or three days. They wouldn't tell me anything until I would beg his friends to take me to him. When I get there he's either with a girl that he messed up with in the past or I wake up without getting a chance to see him in my dream. When I see him laying next to me when I wake up, it becomes a huge relief. I feel like I've missed him so much. But at that point I know that the reality is way better than the dream. What could it be about?