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SaraK

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wasting time, just want to learn!? He was flirting obviously in class. He thought I was the party like him bc I act the act and look like it, when really I'm a super nerd. He made it so obvious in class that even our professor noticed and once answered his question saying "relationship system" not "renal system". On that day, he blocked me. I realized it was his way of getting control and he also wrote "have no regrets". We were seniors in college and he has every right to live it up the last few months. I was just shocked at the blocking and confronted him through my family fb, also saying that my pride said not to talk to him bc he's so immature even though I did like him. He tried to approach me after that but I had to be hard to get. Plus, once I caught him looking at something I made but once he noticed that I noticed, he ran away, like a little kid. I knew he wasn't ready and neither was I even though there was something there so stayed busy. Last week of school, I bump into him.Initially I just walk away. Then I come back and say "I just thought I should say bye." He stares into my eyes for a good 5-6 seconds and then gives me a big bear hug for just as long, if not more. Since I'm pretty touch phobic, I just stood there. He and his friends talk quitely after that while I talk to my friend on the cell and I go into my car. A few minutes later he goes to his car (in front of mine) and before he gets in he jsut looks at me with that same dazed confused look when we were flirting. On graduation ceremony, he sees me with my family and watchesus. When I realize it's him, he looks down and is smiling and still sneaking peaks at me. Like I said, I'm not mature either and get paranoid bc my mom asks me whose there and if I want to go there to take pics, and so I steer the whole family in the other direction.

He really overreacted. Other than flirting nothing occurred. What I just don't understand is why he hasn't unblocked me yet. I'm not saying to add me back as a friend. I jsut feel weird still being on his block list (I checked a week ago). I miss him like CRAZY! It's the toughest crush I've been through yet but all signs point to not the right itime: he's left our college town and is an hour away, even though there is osmething there, we really are both immature, both of us are super ambitious and are applying to medical school.

I just don't know why he's just keeping me blocked. It's bugging me like crazy. I thought our closure was pretty sweet for how awkward we started to behave.
 
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