So my i had to put my dog and best friend of 8 years to sleep in september. and this is something i wrote mostly to get it off my chest. It's really long, you don't have to read it.
November 17th,2001. I was 11 years old and i had spent months trying to save up for a puppy that was all mine. I remember the car ride on the way to pick out my puppy, i was so excited. And i found the perfect one. a pudgy little golden retriever, with a mohwak of fur going down her nose and curly ears and a smile that could melt your heart. Jazzman.And she became my best friend and the best dog that you could even imagine. We did everything together,walked,ran, played in the snow, ate. She was a great listener, and a great pillow. her coat caught so many of my tears, over the years. Her tail was always wagging, and when she was really happy her whole body would wiggle. SHe taught me how to love something else, so unconditionally. ANd helped me get through a lot of hard and lonely times.she was always there for me,and i miss her so badly it hurts to think about. IN september of 2010, she got really sick all of a sudden. Just really lathargic and not herself. we took her to the vet and found out she had a tummor, most likely cancerous. The surgery was risky and the vet said even if it was a sucess that it would only give her a few more months. So i decided to put her down,so she wouldn't be in pain and suffer. It was the hardest thing i have ever had to do.
So Jazzman, this is for you, i just wanted to say that i love you, and i miss you. And I think about you everyday. I know your in heaven with Spotty, chasing tennis balls, and taking long naps. You are the best dog in the entire world. I don't know what my life would've been without you.Thank you for being my friend.
I will love you forever.
P.s.I got a tatto for you. It's a trace of your paw print. I know whatyour thinking..Stop getting tattoos!!
I love you.
November 17th,2001. I was 11 years old and i had spent months trying to save up for a puppy that was all mine. I remember the car ride on the way to pick out my puppy, i was so excited. And i found the perfect one. a pudgy little golden retriever, with a mohwak of fur going down her nose and curly ears and a smile that could melt your heart. Jazzman.And she became my best friend and the best dog that you could even imagine. We did everything together,walked,ran, played in the snow, ate. She was a great listener, and a great pillow. her coat caught so many of my tears, over the years. Her tail was always wagging, and when she was really happy her whole body would wiggle. SHe taught me how to love something else, so unconditionally. ANd helped me get through a lot of hard and lonely times.she was always there for me,and i miss her so badly it hurts to think about. IN september of 2010, she got really sick all of a sudden. Just really lathargic and not herself. we took her to the vet and found out she had a tummor, most likely cancerous. The surgery was risky and the vet said even if it was a sucess that it would only give her a few more months. So i decided to put her down,so she wouldn't be in pain and suffer. It was the hardest thing i have ever had to do.
So Jazzman, this is for you, i just wanted to say that i love you, and i miss you. And I think about you everyday. I know your in heaven with Spotty, chasing tennis balls, and taking long naps. You are the best dog in the entire world. I don't know what my life would've been without you.Thank you for being my friend.
I will love you forever.
P.s.I got a tatto for you. It's a trace of your paw print. I know whatyour thinking..Stop getting tattoos!!
I love you.