...the decision to be there....? I have been in my first lesbian relationship for almost 2 years now. She is my dream and our relationship is perfect. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Unfortunately, nobody in my immediate family (mother, siblings) can talk to me or acknowledge this new happening in my life. This in turn has made me doubt whether I can truly live and be confident in my relationship outside of our apartment doors. I doubt, am fearful, and don't know where I can get the courage and confidence to tell my other family members, etc. I constantly struggle with it which in turn affects our perfect relationship. How can I once and for all make the decision to live this life, be ok with it, and tell the world. Do I need time to figure it out? I want it all so badly....why can't I just do it and live it with confidence when I am so confident in the relationship? Thank you 