but I think it's becoming more? Before I start - I'm completely safe online, he's still never seen my face, I have a fake email address - don't judge me for having some harmless fun!
Anyway, we started having conversations about everything and I honestly feel I can talk to him about practically anything. There's still the joking sexual comments and such but he texts me when he knows I'm getting up and I text him when he's on dinner - not sexual, regular chatting and...niceness.
He can tell when I'm not okay, even if I don't say anything (which is something even my reality friends can't do) and although we've all been fed the same lines I genuinely think he means it when he's interested in my life.
We've joked about 'not seeing each others faces and paperbags' and 'only showing each other the good bits' and he's scared of showing me his face incase i disappear on him (after seeing the rest of him I can confirm he's not some old perve or whatever) and i've assured him I'm not that shallow and he insists im interesting and gorgeous what ever i look like and...yeah. I'm pretty sure he really likes me too.
But obviously you don't want to be the freak that suggests moving it forward, we've mentioned meeting up etc in the new year but you can't expect these things from online, right? It's not ridiculously long distance either, an hour and a little bit in the car.
I'm also concerned that because I know the bits he's seen etc and cos he refers to me as hot blah blah that he won't be prepared that I'm not some slim little thing (he's seen that i'm curvy but im not sure he's made the connection) and im scared he'll feel different when he sees my picture and notice im slightly rounder. I'm not fat, I'm a UK size 14 which i think is and alright size.
I'm just not sure how to go about it all. I'm 21 so i'm not a kid before people get concerned but it's just strange how literally brilliantly we are matched and have in common etc.
What do you think?
Anyway, we started having conversations about everything and I honestly feel I can talk to him about practically anything. There's still the joking sexual comments and such but he texts me when he knows I'm getting up and I text him when he's on dinner - not sexual, regular chatting and...niceness.
He can tell when I'm not okay, even if I don't say anything (which is something even my reality friends can't do) and although we've all been fed the same lines I genuinely think he means it when he's interested in my life.
We've joked about 'not seeing each others faces and paperbags' and 'only showing each other the good bits' and he's scared of showing me his face incase i disappear on him (after seeing the rest of him I can confirm he's not some old perve or whatever) and i've assured him I'm not that shallow and he insists im interesting and gorgeous what ever i look like and...yeah. I'm pretty sure he really likes me too.
But obviously you don't want to be the freak that suggests moving it forward, we've mentioned meeting up etc in the new year but you can't expect these things from online, right? It's not ridiculously long distance either, an hour and a little bit in the car.
I'm also concerned that because I know the bits he's seen etc and cos he refers to me as hot blah blah that he won't be prepared that I'm not some slim little thing (he's seen that i'm curvy but im not sure he's made the connection) and im scared he'll feel different when he sees my picture and notice im slightly rounder. I'm not fat, I'm a UK size 14 which i think is and alright size.
I'm just not sure how to go about it all. I'm 21 so i'm not a kid before people get concerned but it's just strange how literally brilliantly we are matched and have in common etc.
What do you think?