I really believe that I wasn't "born this way"
And I'm beating myself up about it because I'm not attracted to those born male, I just can't.
And I really do believe that if I did have a different childhood such as having positive male figures around, a mother that didn't bash male figures, not having an old man feeling me even though nothing happened, per se.
I just, don't really know what to think or whats wrong with me.
Im 17, suppose that helps.
Im not asking you to tell me whats going on, because you dont know me well enough to tell me so. But, is it really possible that I wasn't "born this way", seriously.
No gay bashing please, I respect you're choice of thoughts, just that is not what I'm looking for right now.
And I'm beating myself up about it because I'm not attracted to those born male, I just can't.
And I really do believe that if I did have a different childhood such as having positive male figures around, a mother that didn't bash male figures, not having an old man feeling me even though nothing happened, per se.
I just, don't really know what to think or whats wrong with me.
Im 17, suppose that helps.
Im not asking you to tell me whats going on, because you dont know me well enough to tell me so. But, is it really possible that I wasn't "born this way", seriously.
No gay bashing please, I respect you're choice of thoughts, just that is not what I'm looking for right now.