Ok, so I received this letter in the mail today and im pretty sure it was a sign from God/higher power/ i dont really care who,,,! and it was an invitation to go on the Tennis:Europe trip which is competitive tennis teams that travel around europe during the summer and work on your game/ see the countries<3 this is so perfect for me you hve no idea!!! When i was done calling the guy after 20 minutes just to get more info I was literally in tears of joy because i know this is something that i HAVE to do...
Here's the depressing part that happens to me in any way possible EVERY time something positive or exciting comes into my life; which is rare i might add.
This time the depressant was: my parents
The first thing i thought is wow i cant wait to tell my dad when he gets home and call my mom(lives in different state)
After i got off the phone i told him about it and i was literally shaking with joy,, first thing that comes out of his mouth is laughter and "yeah, how much will that be costing me?"
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the cost is 5,000$ for 20+ nights(depending how far you get in tournaments) and you can get financial aid by fundraising and then they match they price for you in grant money which would lower it down to about 2,500 for TWENTY NIGHTS OVERSEAS WITH EVERYTHING.
so it was a fail with my dad who was to busy with work to give a flying sh!t anyways so i called my mom in deep desire for SOMEONE to be excited for me having a goal/dream in front of me
After i tell her, scratch that, half way through she says "they only want your money you know. the guy on the phone was paid to sound real and sincere hes trying to sell you something.."
dreams crushed.
I dont have any close close friends i can tell all of this to and i just needed to rant about it.
My life sucks, I just want to go to Paris; thats all.
Im going to fundraise the money and try to go myself but i dont have enough time because teams are filling up quick so there goes my aspirations of travelling the world,, if only i were rich.
any suggestions? </3
Here's the depressing part that happens to me in any way possible EVERY time something positive or exciting comes into my life; which is rare i might add.
This time the depressant was: my parents
The first thing i thought is wow i cant wait to tell my dad when he gets home and call my mom(lives in different state)
After i got off the phone i told him about it and i was literally shaking with joy,, first thing that comes out of his mouth is laughter and "yeah, how much will that be costing me?"
....................................
the cost is 5,000$ for 20+ nights(depending how far you get in tournaments) and you can get financial aid by fundraising and then they match they price for you in grant money which would lower it down to about 2,500 for TWENTY NIGHTS OVERSEAS WITH EVERYTHING.
so it was a fail with my dad who was to busy with work to give a flying sh!t anyways so i called my mom in deep desire for SOMEONE to be excited for me having a goal/dream in front of me
After i tell her, scratch that, half way through she says "they only want your money you know. the guy on the phone was paid to sound real and sincere hes trying to sell you something.."
dreams crushed.
I dont have any close close friends i can tell all of this to and i just needed to rant about it.
My life sucks, I just want to go to Paris; thats all.
Im going to fundraise the money and try to go myself but i dont have enough time because teams are filling up quick so there goes my aspirations of travelling the world,, if only i were rich.
any suggestions? </3