~Im Going To Rant Cause Im Pissed~?

[t~tMewAnimelovert~t]

Ughhh!!
My whole family doesnt understand me
when i try to explain they jump ahead of me! they start making false rumors and phoneing them to all relatives!
well if your aunts and grand parents are talking crap about your parents what do you do? (well in my case i defend ed them)
but in my nature i cry very easily and i am supposedly "the big sister type" but they think im all - that but you know what? Im not those bitches! i get mad too! do you think i get happy all the day long? stupid people! people like them avragrate me !!
so i started crying and started saying (more like whispering) "i think she thinks we are her enemes" and all that crap!
Do you think i care? I really dont! I hate this nature I JUST HADDD TO GET FROM MY MOM!!
I KEEP THINGS BUNDLED IN MY HEART AND THEN HOLD OVER 5 YEAR GRUDES ( you can imagine me . mad inside but outside happy yet sorta not) I feel like i want to commit suicide i know its not right but might as well get it over right?
ugghhhh im only 11 and im tired of life already my grades suck
my families a mess
my dad and mom might get divorced
this .. this is JUST TOOO MUCH!!
to much pressure for a 11 year old to be getting all a's FOREVER!!
(i had to hide some of my bad report cards uughhh or scan and change numbers)
IM SICK OF LIFE HELP ME IM SOO SAD/MAD/CONFUSED/PISSED!!!!!! how to do i get this misunderstanding gone !

 

[paige]

If this is about your grades... Tell your parents, or write a letter to them explaining that you aren't perfect and neither are your grades. I remember when I was your age (I'm turning 18 soon) I had it real bad like you except I cried all the time and always fought with everyone. I was known as the "bitter child" ...Everything will be okay, just go along with it all and know that you are your own person and only you can make your decisions.

 

[thisaintall07]

Maybe you could talk to your school counselor, that might help you to get your thoughts out in the open and sometimes when you just talk to an adult who is not involved in your personal life it just help to see things more clearly. You can't change what your parents are going through, just know that its not your fault and they have to do what they have to do. What's right for them may not seem like the right way to you. Don't keep things inside, write your feelings down in a journal or notebook, that will really help. Please try the school counseler thing.