First off, do not listen to the people who will make comments advocating for you to drop your beliefs, why are these atheist so hard pressed to have people not believe in God.
Having that said.
That guilt your feeling is brought on by God, just go to God in your own quiet place and cry out to HIM AND HIM ALONE that your faith is becoming weary and your beginning to doubt his exstence and ask for him to reveal to you a sign that only him, GOD alone can reveal. Do not ask a pastor, family member or a trusted believer because their all humans like yourself. Ask Jehovah the maker of heaven and earth to strengthen your faith and he will do so.
I too have been in your same situation but for some strange reason I'm am still drawn back to God believe me. I was born into a chritian family then as a teenager questioned if God is real, I got my answer, he is. Then I questioned if Jesus is the promised moshiach (messiah) then got the answer to that too, he is. Even after God convincing me over and over I still question aspects to prove he is real and believe me he is so real.
I don't tell anyone that I'm having a doubtful heart because I don't want anyone's beliefs to influence any of my decisons so I keep my thoughts and problems between me and my creator, and time and time again he proves to me he is there and I'm not alone.
I HOPE THIS HELPS YOU, JUST TALK TO GOD NOT MAN.
Having that said.
That guilt your feeling is brought on by God, just go to God in your own quiet place and cry out to HIM AND HIM ALONE that your faith is becoming weary and your beginning to doubt his exstence and ask for him to reveal to you a sign that only him, GOD alone can reveal. Do not ask a pastor, family member or a trusted believer because their all humans like yourself. Ask Jehovah the maker of heaven and earth to strengthen your faith and he will do so.
I too have been in your same situation but for some strange reason I'm am still drawn back to God believe me. I was born into a chritian family then as a teenager questioned if God is real, I got my answer, he is. Then I questioned if Jesus is the promised moshiach (messiah) then got the answer to that too, he is. Even after God convincing me over and over I still question aspects to prove he is real and believe me he is so real.
I don't tell anyone that I'm having a doubtful heart because I don't want anyone's beliefs to influence any of my decisons so I keep my thoughts and problems between me and my creator, and time and time again he proves to me he is there and I'm not alone.
I HOPE THIS HELPS YOU, JUST TALK TO GOD NOT MAN.