Is there hope for a better life for me in the future. I feel so down help?

Well I feel as though my life is just so tasteless and bitter. I'm not totally happy and haven't been for a number of years. It's actually been on and off with happiness and i've even fought depression at least twice within a span of 3 years. I'm a good looking girl and i know i am because i've been commented lots on that before, but i feel like there's something very wrong with me. I can't feel pretty sometimes, like i feel like total worthless crap sometimes. I guess it's a desperate call for attention, but it's weird because i'm not exactly big on being the centre of attention. I personally feel like i can never find the right guy nor one i actually like. I have friend, but their soo boring sometimes and just want to do some of the things i want to do like go out dancing and partying; i feel party deprived lol i haven;t been to a single party in like over a year because my friends just aren't into it. I'm still in high school and there a little more than one year left. Help please before i fall into another depression.

Is there somthing wrong with me?
Will life ever improve!
 
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