Its written in slang because its copied from a fb status
Wanna do sumfin but I don't want sum1 2 think I'm a nasty attention seeker. Wanna explain but I don't think any1 needs to know. Hate being reminded. Hate this feeling. I thought the feeling was gone but now I feel like I've fallen off the wagon. Hate that I care but hate more that u don't care. Last week was clear and calm but now I'm foggy and restless again. I did what I did 4 a good reason, then I undid it for a stupid reason. I wish u was out of my life, but I wish even more that u was in my life. I wish I'd never met you, but even more, I wish you'd ave met the real me. Wish I'd been given a chance, but not sure I deserve one. Wish I knew how u felt, but scared how u feel wud upset me. Wish this feeling wud get lost, but I'm not sure I wanna lose this feeling, no matter ow much it hurts, sumtimes its the only thing that makes me smile
:/ :? 
? </3 D8 D8 :',(
Wanna do sumfin but I don't want sum1 2 think I'm a nasty attention seeker. Wanna explain but I don't think any1 needs to know. Hate being reminded. Hate this feeling. I thought the feeling was gone but now I feel like I've fallen off the wagon. Hate that I care but hate more that u don't care. Last week was clear and calm but now I'm foggy and restless again. I did what I did 4 a good reason, then I undid it for a stupid reason. I wish u was out of my life, but I wish even more that u was in my life. I wish I'd never met you, but even more, I wish you'd ave met the real me. Wish I'd been given a chance, but not sure I deserve one. Wish I knew how u felt, but scared how u feel wud upset me. Wish this feeling wud get lost, but I'm not sure I wanna lose this feeling, no matter ow much it hurts, sumtimes its the only thing that makes me smile
:/ :? ? </3 D8 D8 :',(