...geting food and she was drinking and? **** as always and i burped and she fliped out and screamed im ******* eating here and came and hit the food outta my hand and hit me on the face its bruised but not noticeable unless you really look but it effin hurts (Thre first time shes actualy managed to hit me seriously, im affraid she may start doing it more and more) and i have emotional problems as is and that put back into a state of suicidal thoughts and **** again and i dont want to live with her anymore and if i stay at my dads im always late for school and ill start losing credits and i want to go to my counsilor but idk what to do can i get put into foster care? casue thats where i want to go, i cant live with her anymore, if someone doesnt get me outta there im not gonna see the new year.