OMG so much pain! i can't do this anymore!!!?

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ive had depression for a while now, i dont wana go into to much detail but it was because of friendship and family issues which just got out of control and all caught up with me
i am still going through it, but lately idk i havent been crying as much, the thoughts, the feelings and everything are still there but i was starting to think MAYBE things might be okay
ofcourse something has to happen to prove me all wrong

so i was on facebook and whatever i saw a post from a friend of mine and i was bored so i just started casually flicking through the comments when i see my name
and it says 'omg remember her? is she thinking of suiciding or what'
then the girl whose facebook status it was says 'i havent seen her in ages' *i had seen her just yesterday and every day at school for this whole year*
and then this guy who i thought was a friend says 'omg her! argh ohh god help me'
and as i write this i am crying so hard
i feel so much pain and i just want it all to end
this is horrible and idk i am just a complete wreck and need some advice or helpful words coz right now i have just lost all hope