i am one month away from turning 18 but i look like a 12 year old. people make fun of me for it. i cant even get a girlfriend my own age. the last girlfriend i had got teased by her friends for dating a "primary school kid". when people i dont know ask for my age i lie and say i am 14 just so they dont start making a big deal out of how young i look.
but the worst part is when i drive my car. people stare at me and i have seen people laughing at me from in their cars. and its really obvious that they are talking about me because they are all pointing and looking. when people drive right next to me i find myself trying to look away so they cant see my face. when i pull up at the lights i make sure that my window is not in line with the window of the car next to me. i see someone talk about me nearly every time i drive. im always trying not to look but its really awkward. i know that its all in my head but how am i supposed to feel better about this? i loose a bit of confidence every time this happens!
but the worst part is when i drive my car. people stare at me and i have seen people laughing at me from in their cars. and its really obvious that they are talking about me because they are all pointing and looking. when people drive right next to me i find myself trying to look away so they cant see my face. when i pull up at the lights i make sure that my window is not in line with the window of the car next to me. i see someone talk about me nearly every time i drive. im always trying not to look but its really awkward. i know that its all in my head but how am i supposed to feel better about this? i loose a bit of confidence every time this happens!