but please help? im still so embarrassed from what happened a couple hours ago. and its all cuz i have the worstluck in my family. im of cours stuck with the really short genes from my mom's side and dad's mom. im 16 and 4'8"/77lbs while my dad,mom,and younger sister are all pretty tall. my 13 year old sister is 5'9"/and completely outweighs me at like 112lbs and she loves picking on me especially in front of her friends like she did tonight. shes having a sleepover with six of her friends from her cheerleading squad and so i was in my room when out of nowhere she called me to come into her room for help. so i came and not so surprising cuz i shoulda knew better, she had her friends close her door and hold me down from leaving. i wish my mom never bought her these dumb huge like 5"heels cuz she had them on trying to be even more taller than me just to embarrass me so i said what and tried telling her to just let me go. she would only let me go if i played truth or dare with them but there was no way so i refused. so then it was dress up. that i was actually fine with cuz then i knew i would get hurt physically at least. so i even put on a pair of her old pink barbie underpants and old cheerleading uniform which was embarrassing obviously especially how they all laughed at me (all her friends are taller than me too i think the shortest one there was like 5'2" so ugh...) but that was far from my embarrassement. out of the blue, one of my sisters friends wanted to play so as if i wasn't even there, took off her soffe shorts and started joking and asking for one of my sisters pair of skirts from when she was younger to see if theyd fit on her. (ok i know this is wrong cuz of our age differences, but ive always thought of this girl as really hot and i am even shy in front of her all the time like she'll talk to me and i get really nervous in front of her idk) so yea shes really attractive and now im in the same room with her in just her yellow striped underwear and tanktop standing like two feet away from me. then she looked down at me and complimented my uniform (she's kinda tall too prolly 5'7-5'8 cuz shes not much shorter than my sister) i turned red immediately and for some reason couldnt stop looking up at her cuz i was trying to avoid looking at her butt since it was so close to me. then she hesitated, looked at me again, then asked my sister for her heels and asked me to stand next to her for a pic. remind you shes still in just her underwear and tanktop. now my eyes are barely above her bellybutton and they all noticed and she even joked that she could sit on my shoulders and did! they all laughed and then she asked me to give her a hug cuz she was trying to be funny now. i looked away acting kinda mad hoping she'd leave me alone but she only got worse. she pulled me towards her and said "now now little miss, im your older role model and captain of your cheerleading team. you better come sit on my lap now or else we'll punish you somehow." i looked at my sister and she nodded me like i better do it. so i sat on her lap and couldnt believe i was able to last this long. she had me hug her too then and thats when it happened. we were both standing and the rest seemed surreal like a dream from there on. i couldnt hold my you know down especially in my sisters underpants and it came straight out and started bobbing up and down coming out. god this is so gross but i was like in a state of mind where i no longer seemed to care they all saw and was just hoping it wouldnt stop. for some reason (btw this is happened while hugging her) i wanted to touch her butt and did, i actually put my hands on her butt and grabbed/squeezed her tush for like 10 sec until she threw me off. my sister and all her friends then saw what i did and were completely grossed out and my sister yelled at me to get out. i left and went right into my room's bathroom changing and took a shower. my dads out for business trip, and mom is sleeping. when i came out they were laughing and you woulda thought it never happened. they didnt tell my mom and actually apologized to me, the girl at first didnt say anything to me but smiled at me and said sorry, i was so shocked cuz i felt it shoulda been the other way around just stood there. then my sister asked me to leave and i did of course and couldnt believe it. as of now im extremely confused and still really embarrassed, sry this is really long but i had to explain it all so youd understand my point. seriously if i just told you what happened i'd sound like a major creep, and sadly i feel like one right now. please help, please what happened, how can i ever forget this happened, and how can i ever see that girl again and what would i say to her? sry again for so long
really tho, why did i feel like i was dreaming when i was holding her butt? like it almost felt like time froze or went slower. and real quick does my sister really look older than me? i dont think so but she thinks so cuz shes so much taller than me. the first girl is that friend, then the other three are my sis, please agree with me
really tho, why did i feel like i was dreaming when i was holding her butt? like it almost felt like time froze or went slower. and real quick does my sister really look older than me? i dont think so but she thinks so cuz shes so much taller than me. the first girl is that friend, then the other three are my sis, please agree with me