I'm a Christian and I have been fighting porn addiction for one year now. However, sometimes when I fall i break down in tears. I know Jesus will forgive me but I don't care. I feel like ****. I feel so guilty and like I can't be a half decent Christian. I pray to Jesus to help me like he does with alcoholics or Heroin addicts. I've heard stories where he takes away all their addiction. So i ask myself why doesn't he take it away from me?! Just then I watched porn, I prayed during my temptation on my knees but I couldn't take it any longer, I preffered that I got it over and done with instead of trying to stop these overpowerful urges.
Please someone help me and tell me that this will leave me, I can't go on with this in my life. I'm 19, and i'm at university studying History and I would give it all away for freedom from this utter scum.
The only bright note is that there has been progress...before today I managed 8 weeks without porn,, that might not sound much to some people but in my early days of quitting 3 days was a bonus.
Please believers pray for me and even non believers give me some advice from quitting please
ok this IS real, but hey thanks for the help, judging me on my yahoo answers rank, wow thank you
Please someone help me and tell me that this will leave me, I can't go on with this in my life. I'm 19, and i'm at university studying History and I would give it all away for freedom from this utter scum.
The only bright note is that there has been progress...before today I managed 8 weeks without porn,, that might not sound much to some people but in my early days of quitting 3 days was a bonus.
Please believers pray for me and even non believers give me some advice from quitting please
ok this IS real, but hey thanks for the help, judging me on my yahoo answers rank, wow thank you