sunshine29
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people interested in you? My b.f. of three years and I broke up over a year ago. For this past year, I have had to be entirely independent and go out and meet new people. And I've changed a lot about myself.. I go tanning, dyed my hair, go to the gym all the time, eat soo healthy and I lost 25 pounds. So people think I look way better than I did.
..But it's still not enough.
I've met guys at new jobs or hangout with guys I've kinda known but not really... and although I have absolutely NO self esteem, it gives me some comfort in the fact that when we first hangout they always say how gorgeous and amazing I am (don't worry; I realize that I am not).
It makes me so depressed though because I give each one of these guys my all; I am so nice and funny like I always am, I put up with their s**t.. like when they say they're going to hangout with another girl or like their ex girlfriend. I don't call or text them usually without them doing it to me first. I STAY EXACTLY THE SAME. But it always, alwyas happens, that eventually they want nothing to do with me and usually find someone better to hangout with.
I don't know what to do.I can't hear another "they're just being boys.." I can't take it. Obviously something is wrong. Please help.
..But it's still not enough.
I've met guys at new jobs or hangout with guys I've kinda known but not really... and although I have absolutely NO self esteem, it gives me some comfort in the fact that when we first hangout they always say how gorgeous and amazing I am (don't worry; I realize that I am not).
It makes me so depressed though because I give each one of these guys my all; I am so nice and funny like I always am, I put up with their s**t.. like when they say they're going to hangout with another girl or like their ex girlfriend. I don't call or text them usually without them doing it to me first. I STAY EXACTLY THE SAME. But it always, alwyas happens, that eventually they want nothing to do with me and usually find someone better to hangout with.
I don't know what to do.I can't hear another "they're just being boys.." I can't take it. Obviously something is wrong. Please help.