My parents have not lived together since I was three and both since have found religion. I've always lived with my mother and before we moved out of state I used to go to church with both of them on Sundays, mondays, Wednesdays, and Saturdays every week for six years. for the past five years I've been living with my mother in a different state. I used to go to church with her but since stopped. When I began not going she would try to force me (once taking my covers when i refused to get up and dousing me with cleaning solution)and mentally I would collapse. Thought my dad was different but now more than ever he is trying to disprove my mothers religion and I'm way too scared to tell him I don't want to go when I stay with him. Once my sister planned to take me to a brunch sponsored by her alumni and we planned it months in advance because it could help me get into the college I want but my dad said I couldn't go because it was on the sabbath. And once I went to the urgent care for a nosebleed I got while at a fundraiser car wash for my school and he told me I shouldn't have been there on the sabbath anyways. I believe parts of both their religions but not all of either. Just recently my dad told me I had to pick sides! both sides if my family can't wait for my "baptism" in both religions and I'm sixteen now. I know that if I stay in my family they'll never stop. Both my parents have another child of their own, much older than me who arent in their religions and I feel like I'm their last choice to 'get it right'. When I tell my mother I don't want to go with her she says things like 'by not going with me are you being obedient or disobedient'. I would get so depressed and would think things like what's the point in living if it's always going to be like this? I thought religion was supposed to make you happy but all it's done was tear me apart. Btw dad is a seventh day Adventist and mom is a Jehovah witness.