...help. Thanks.? do they know?
what's going on inside
how much it hurts
how much i cry
how the pain is so deep
but they don't even try
do they know?
how i crumple on the floor
and to hide my sobs
i close the door
how my pillow is soaked
with my endless tears
do they even know
my hidden fears
do they even try
do they ask what's wrong
when i cry and the night
seems oh so long
because times passes slowly
when you're all alone
how there's not even a need
to check my phone
because i know, nothing will be there
because my parents aren't the only ones
who don't even care
NO ONE knows
the pain i feel inside
that in this perfect little life
there's something to hide
that maybe what i have
isn't so great
that maybe i hate, HATE
that this is my fate
do they even know
how pathetic it is
that my old dog is my only friend
that she's the only one who seems to care
that she's the only one who's always there
how pathetic it is
that the DOG
is more guidance to me than anyone
in this life thats a fog
that my friends don't care
if they're friends at all
that they don't give a thought
that maybe i'm about to fall
that maybe those lyrics i posted
mean more than just a song
that maybe thats how i've felt all along
that i'm a sinking anchor,
about to hit the floor
can this go on anymore?
can this get any worse?
can i be more alone?
your family is supposed to be there
they're supposed to CARE
not to say "let her go"
do they even KNOW
this isn't a pout
or a teenage fit
that it might be serious
it might be for real
that i might be depressed, i might FEEL
i might have problems, i might want MORE
than this dead end life
that has no meaning
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
im falling, not leaning
im past the point of return
i've lost the road
i'm wandering in the middle of nowhere
I don't know what to do
I don't know who to talk to
what's left to say
what can i do...
how i would trade it all away
if i had chance, i'd do it any day
i'd give up this black hole of a life
for one with meaning
one with purpose
one where im not always silently screaming
that i'm worthless, im hated, im shunned and disliked
that i'm empty, im lost, im ALONE
that im alone...
to have someone..ANYONE
that wasn't fake, that was real
that would be there for me, so i would no longer feel
this gut-wrenching pain that's tearing me apart
this misery and depression that has me in it's grasp
how i WISH i could change the past
to just stay in the time i was happy, content
not to come here, not to end up like this
i don't know who i am
i don't know why i'm here
i don't know why i can never escape this
why i can't be happy
when i have the "perfect" life
why i have to suffer
why i have all this strife
god why why are you not there for me?
or why can't i go to you?
what do i do?
please tell me how
to get out of this mess
please, now, i need help...
i feel empty
i feel like a ghost
like im abandoned
when i needed you the most
like i can't talk to anyone
because they wouldn't understand
like im lost in an unknown, unforgiving land
i feel invisible
seen by no one, like my pain is not real
oh, how i wish, i couldn't feel
what's going on inside
how much it hurts
how much i cry
how the pain is so deep
but they don't even try
do they know?
how i crumple on the floor
and to hide my sobs
i close the door
how my pillow is soaked
with my endless tears
do they even know
my hidden fears
do they even try
do they ask what's wrong
when i cry and the night
seems oh so long
because times passes slowly
when you're all alone
how there's not even a need
to check my phone
because i know, nothing will be there
because my parents aren't the only ones
who don't even care
NO ONE knows
the pain i feel inside
that in this perfect little life
there's something to hide
that maybe what i have
isn't so great
that maybe i hate, HATE
that this is my fate
do they even know
how pathetic it is
that my old dog is my only friend
that she's the only one who seems to care
that she's the only one who's always there
how pathetic it is
that the DOG
is more guidance to me than anyone
in this life thats a fog
that my friends don't care
if they're friends at all
that they don't give a thought
that maybe i'm about to fall
that maybe those lyrics i posted
mean more than just a song
that maybe thats how i've felt all along
that i'm a sinking anchor,
about to hit the floor
can this go on anymore?
can this get any worse?
can i be more alone?
your family is supposed to be there
they're supposed to CARE
not to say "let her go"
do they even KNOW
this isn't a pout
or a teenage fit
that it might be serious
it might be for real
that i might be depressed, i might FEEL
i might have problems, i might want MORE
than this dead end life
that has no meaning
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
im falling, not leaning
im past the point of return
i've lost the road
i'm wandering in the middle of nowhere
I don't know what to do
I don't know who to talk to
what's left to say
what can i do...
how i would trade it all away
if i had chance, i'd do it any day
i'd give up this black hole of a life
for one with meaning
one with purpose
one where im not always silently screaming
that i'm worthless, im hated, im shunned and disliked
that i'm empty, im lost, im ALONE
that im alone...
to have someone..ANYONE
that wasn't fake, that was real
that would be there for me, so i would no longer feel
this gut-wrenching pain that's tearing me apart
this misery and depression that has me in it's grasp
how i WISH i could change the past
to just stay in the time i was happy, content
not to come here, not to end up like this
i don't know who i am
i don't know why i'm here
i don't know why i can never escape this
why i can't be happy
when i have the "perfect" life
why i have to suffer
why i have all this strife
god why why are you not there for me?
or why can't i go to you?
what do i do?
please tell me how
to get out of this mess
please, now, i need help...
i feel empty
i feel like a ghost
like im abandoned
when i needed you the most
like i can't talk to anyone
because they wouldn't understand
like im lost in an unknown, unforgiving land
i feel invisible
seen by no one, like my pain is not real
oh, how i wish, i couldn't feel