I'm 18 and just turned 18 in Jan. These are all real events and theres Alot more to these events but is this something you would read?
2010
January
•realizing that I am gay.
•download app GrindR and start chatting with other gay guys.
•admit that I'm gay to another guy. Start sexting as soon as I'm 18.*
•go on first gay date.
February
•start looking on craigslist for sex
•meet a 21yo on grindR and meet up and loose virginity.
•Meet a older man in Dallas metro and have sex*
•start looking into doing porn.*
•meet much older guy in California over grindr
•fly to San Diego to meet guy
•take trip to phoenix*
•stay for a week.
March
•loved Cali and decided to go back after a week.
•life's great but confusing.
April*
•life's ok miss family.*
•guy becomes a little more controlling
•beginning signs of a depression.
May
•wrote nice letter to mother. Guy seems to not care about my situations.
•guy becomes more controlling and I start to become unhappy.
•depression is very weak.
•feeling marks cheating and get idea that he's looking for something new and fresh.
June
•moms bday but can't do anything for her, mark doesn't help me.
•marks bday find out real age*
•very sad that I've been tricked.
•realize I'm wasting time and decide to*
get GED asap!
•no sex!
•depression manifest*
July*
•boring 4th and my social life completely destroyed.
•depression worsens
•take a trip to Texas
•trip is horrible. No guys want to meet me as a friend all just want sex
•Go back to Cali
•surprised by a party that was going ok then bad.*
•no sex!
•head to Denver to meet parents And family. All seem to be nuts!
•realize that I do not want to be with guy!*
Get back to Cali and very sad
•depression worsens want to go home and be single
•family and I don't get along.
August
•Visit Texas again and trip is very bad this time.*
•get tooth extraction
•go back to Cali!
•finally realized that I was being tooken atvantage of this whole time.
•become ultra rebellious!
•take class for GED*
•take GE
Sorry I did it fromn my iphone and part of it was cut off Guy=Mark
Heres alll together
2010
January
•realizing that I am gay.
•download app GrindR and start chatting with other gay guys.
•admit that I'm gay to another guy. Start sexting as soon as I'm 18.
•go on first gay date.
February
•start looking on craigslist for sex
•meet a 21yo on grindR and meet up and loose virginity.
•Meet a older man in Dallas metro and have sex
•start looking into doing porn.
•meet much older guy in California over grindr
•fly to San Diego to meet guy
•take trip to phoenix
•stay for a week.
March
•loved Cali and decided to go back after a week.
•life's great but confusing.
April
•life's ok miss family.
•guy becomes a little more controlling
•beginning signs of a depression.
May
•wrote nice letter to mother. Guy seems to not care about my situations.
•guy becomes more controlling and I start to become unhappy.
•depression is very weak.
•feeling marks cheating and get idea that he's looking f
August
•Visit Texas again and trip is very bad this time.
•get tooth extraction
•go back to Cali!
•finally realized that I was being tooken atvantage of this whole time.
•become ultra rebellious!
•take class for GED
•take GED test.
•start talking to Andy in NY.
•go to phoenix
•back to cali
•decide to end it.
September
•feel life is total mess but have high hopes for NY.
•feel need to help others like me but can't even help myself.
•go to texas for two days and fly to NY
•life's good again. Much stronger. Let the past go.
•find out mark gave me hpv
•HIV scare but negative
October
• becoming in same situation again.
2010
January
•realizing that I am gay.
•download app GrindR and start chatting with other gay guys.
•admit that I'm gay to another guy. Start sexting as soon as I'm 18.*
•go on first gay date.
February
•start looking on craigslist for sex
•meet a 21yo on grindR and meet up and loose virginity.
•Meet a older man in Dallas metro and have sex*
•start looking into doing porn.*
•meet much older guy in California over grindr
•fly to San Diego to meet guy
•take trip to phoenix*
•stay for a week.
March
•loved Cali and decided to go back after a week.
•life's great but confusing.
April*
•life's ok miss family.*
•guy becomes a little more controlling
•beginning signs of a depression.
May
•wrote nice letter to mother. Guy seems to not care about my situations.
•guy becomes more controlling and I start to become unhappy.
•depression is very weak.
•feeling marks cheating and get idea that he's looking for something new and fresh.
June
•moms bday but can't do anything for her, mark doesn't help me.
•marks bday find out real age*
•very sad that I've been tricked.
•realize I'm wasting time and decide to*
get GED asap!
•no sex!
•depression manifest*
July*
•boring 4th and my social life completely destroyed.
•depression worsens
•take a trip to Texas
•trip is horrible. No guys want to meet me as a friend all just want sex
•Go back to Cali
•surprised by a party that was going ok then bad.*
•no sex!
•head to Denver to meet parents And family. All seem to be nuts!
•realize that I do not want to be with guy!*
Get back to Cali and very sad
•depression worsens want to go home and be single
•family and I don't get along.
August
•Visit Texas again and trip is very bad this time.*
•get tooth extraction
•go back to Cali!
•finally realized that I was being tooken atvantage of this whole time.
•become ultra rebellious!
•take class for GED*
•take GE
Sorry I did it fromn my iphone and part of it was cut off
Guy=Mark Heres alll together
2010
January
•realizing that I am gay.
•download app GrindR and start chatting with other gay guys.
•admit that I'm gay to another guy. Start sexting as soon as I'm 18.
•go on first gay date.
February
•start looking on craigslist for sex
•meet a 21yo on grindR and meet up and loose virginity.
•Meet a older man in Dallas metro and have sex
•start looking into doing porn.
•meet much older guy in California over grindr
•fly to San Diego to meet guy
•take trip to phoenix
•stay for a week.
March
•loved Cali and decided to go back after a week.
•life's great but confusing.
April
•life's ok miss family.
•guy becomes a little more controlling
•beginning signs of a depression.
May
•wrote nice letter to mother. Guy seems to not care about my situations.
•guy becomes more controlling and I start to become unhappy.
•depression is very weak.
•feeling marks cheating and get idea that he's looking f
August
•Visit Texas again and trip is very bad this time.
•get tooth extraction
•go back to Cali!
•finally realized that I was being tooken atvantage of this whole time.
•become ultra rebellious!
•take class for GED
•take GED test.
•start talking to Andy in NY.
•go to phoenix
•back to cali
•decide to end it.
September
•feel life is total mess but have high hopes for NY.
•feel need to help others like me but can't even help myself.
•go to texas for two days and fly to NY
•life's good again. Much stronger. Let the past go.
•find out mark gave me hpv
•HIV scare but negative
October
• becoming in same situation again.