Scared to show my humour?

Calum

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There's something wrong with me, seriously.

Throughout my whole life, I have been that 'funny random kid,' cracking a smile out of anyone and everyone in the uneasiest times possible. From this, I had great relationships with people and had numerous amounts of friends and was respected by everyone.

For some reason, I guess you could say I fell into a depression for about a year (unmedicated) and am sure I came out of it. I am happy again, but at the ripe old age of 16, my humour projection is lacking. During high school or class, more or less every lesson, I'll see something funny happen and think to myself something funny that I should blurt out, but I tend to have elapsed into a shy introverted attitude. I hyperfocus over my humour, realizing whether it is going to hurt anyone, whether people will laugh and just every element of it when I should just blurt out what I want to say.

Does anyone know what is wrong with me? From this, I've lost alot of confidence and I've pushed alot of friends away from me.
Naguru, that made absolutely no sense.
 
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