Here's a little bit of background:
I've was raped 2 years ago.
I met a man 1 year after that who became my best friend, or so i thought.
His good friend knew about my past, and he raped me one evening when I was alone.
My "best friend" sided with him saying the sex was "consensual".
I hate them both. I didn't want any revenge and it took a lot to let it go, to forget this, yet it haunts me to this day.
I feel betrayed and abandoned and i hate this guy that made me believe he was my best friend. At some point, i felt he was like a brother to me, and I loved him like a brother. and he didn't believe, he sided with the SOB that raped me..
so here i am, 7 mo. later trying to recover and met new guys, nice guys. and i've met one..
as soon as my old "best friend" found out i was talking to the guy he went and told him to stay away from me. that i am nothing but drama and trouble, and that i will falsely accusse him of rape too..
Wtf??? what am i suppose to do? Help please.
I swear I never felt more desire in my life than to just fight, i wouldn't care who's around to see it or not or what happens anymore, i just wanna fight him, until im exhauted, i hate him so much.
I've was raped 2 years ago.
I met a man 1 year after that who became my best friend, or so i thought.
His good friend knew about my past, and he raped me one evening when I was alone.
My "best friend" sided with him saying the sex was "consensual".
I hate them both. I didn't want any revenge and it took a lot to let it go, to forget this, yet it haunts me to this day.
I feel betrayed and abandoned and i hate this guy that made me believe he was my best friend. At some point, i felt he was like a brother to me, and I loved him like a brother. and he didn't believe, he sided with the SOB that raped me..
so here i am, 7 mo. later trying to recover and met new guys, nice guys. and i've met one..
as soon as my old "best friend" found out i was talking to the guy he went and told him to stay away from me. that i am nothing but drama and trouble, and that i will falsely accusse him of rape too..
Wtf??? what am i suppose to do? Help please.
I swear I never felt more desire in my life than to just fight, i wouldn't care who's around to see it or not or what happens anymore, i just wanna fight him, until im exhauted, i hate him so much.