Stupid drinking question lol. ?

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Anthony

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I know this is pretty stupid but I've always thought about it.. I used to drink a lot in High School, one night when I was 14 (I know young) I got really drunk and smoked alittle too and starting having this huge panic attack and I got so freaked out I started praying to God and told him if I was to ever drink or smoke again he could kill me. Sounds stupid I know but ever since then I've developed such a phobia for alcohol, I won't even pick up an open glass. Lol I get sick thinking about it.
Well 6 years later I am contemplating having a drink. I feel like maybe since I was so young I just said something stupid and all should be forgiven, and it is nothing bad imo. But in the back of my mind I feel like something horrible would happen. I know this is such a stupid thing... Lol. Has anyone else made stupid promises like this? Lol.
 
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JENMYOB

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wow, a rare find. Someone who keeps even his drunk promises. Nice to hear.

As soon as you take that 1st sip and puff you'll give yourself a spaz and faint. I'm sure you know it's not a good thing to over imbibe again or smoke so just watch it! Maybe you'll just decide you won't so don't force yourself. Lots of ppl never drink or smoke. Healthier for it.

btw - I have a friend who really over-didit with Tequila one party. I mean she could've had alcohol poisoning enough to die if she hadn't been stopped. Anyway, to this day if you even talk awhile about tequila or especially put it in front of her she will get woozy and gagging reflex.
 
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Jonathan

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We all do stupid stuff and then make stupid promises. Moral of the story is don't drink too much. Don't worry about a few drinks, but keep it in moderation, for your own good. Nothing horrible is going ot happen if you just keep yourself in control.
 
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MikeHawk

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it was the weed. I used to get so paranoid that I would pray similar things too, even though I have a hard time keeping any faith. I also smoked once or twice more and finally gave it up, not my thing.

take a drink but avoid weed some people aren't compatible and have panic attacks or bad anxiety. The guilt will go away, God probably won't smite you.
 
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Haushinka

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Drinking is socially acceptable, you shouldn't worry about it.
You're associating it with a bad experience, and therefore thinking of it in a negative light.
 
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