Coronavirus, I apologise in advance if the following post seems harsh, but quite frankly I'm getting a bit fed up with your attitude. It seems to me you have a chip on your shoulder the size of a Giant Redwood. You constantly moan about being a 'weak and feeble' female and over-react to anyone who makes a post in jest about 'female' issues. You do realise that by doing this you confirm all stereotypical views about rabid, unreasonable feminists, don't you?
You also constantly moan about being thin and weak, whilst being able to do lifts/exercises that a lot of men struggle with, this screams of low self esteem and attention seeking behaviour (as does your perception of the way people around you view you). You've had lots of advice about diet, lifting and general attitude, yet you seem to ignore most of what is said to you (or claim that it doesn't work because you are some kind of special case) and keep harping on about the same things over and over again.
I think you need to re-evaluate your attitude to life, decide on some goals, pursue them intelligently and ditch the chip on your shoulder.
I wouldn't normally be this harsh in a post, but I think you need a kick in the butt to rethink your attitude and behaviour or you'll spend the rest of your life moaning about things, blaming others for your problems and never get anywhere.