...parents..? that I'm not a believer anymore? They will be heart broken to realize that their darling daughter whom they raised, loved, cared for and taken care of has "left the truth to wallow in darkness" and they will be worried sick about my "soul that will land in hell". I don't know how to reason with them and I'm afraid that my relationship with my parents will be severely damaged because of my deconversion. I'm tired of being controlled in a sick, unforgiving and blatantly demoralizing household. Yet I love my parents and I don't want to ruin things with them. I don't live in America so I can't exactly move out after I turn 18. Suggestions??