What are you doing right now?

was chatting with some karate peeps about loyalty. A 1st dan said she'd trust on blind faith even if her sensei said he'd quit teaching shotokan and said i'm gonna start teaching wwe. she said she'd have to follow. I said No, she doesn't. She said, I think i can trust the people I've trained with for almost 20 years. I told her that I'd been abused by a sandan. (who she'd also known for some 20 years He'sd also been there for 20 years). Blind faith isn't enough. She said you can't mix emotions with karate. I told her to tell him cause he's the unethical one. She said well you learned. I said, yeah. That's one reason of many i don't trust 'on faith' even dojo people, senior or junior. They have to prove themselves.

That's the first time i really told anyone I'd been abused, except for my senseis, and a Nidan, named Kara. Well, I said it on fb. It's hard to write cause now Idk what my karate buddies would think of me, since I named my ex and stuff too.
 
Watching Long Way Round, rebuilding an rc monster truck and contemplating buying a decent camera.
 
Trying to work up the motivation to go and do some skipping before dinner (and cake).
 
re-reading fear and trembling, and wondering how i'll be influenced by the recently purchased either/or, which should be arriving in early september.
 
Well, if you like your Key Lime Pie complete with added green fuzzy fungus, the UK postal system is quick enough!
 
Doing what my kids do, looking at the clock deciding when it is time for bed.

I should just put MAP down and go, as it is early training tomorrow.
 
See, even when I'm telling you the horrible truth (about selling your soul - that you didn't read in the contract small print) I'm being helpful!
 
Watching Raising Arizona for the ?????? time. Still cracks me up.

Best fight scene ever..

http://www.hulu.com/watch/12870/raising-arizona-fight-for-nathan
 
wondering how to phrase something i wish to write in order to clear my mind.
 
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