What can I do I feel there is no hope for any sort of future for me?

[hopelessguy46]

I am too old and hurt inside to find love. So what do I do? Everyday is just the same old boring crippled existence in a small town with nothing to do. I don't know with my disability how I will ever find anyone. And on top of that I have many traumas and hurt feelings inside. I have no chance at my advanced age to ever find love. I could find someone but they could never really relate to me.