have no one to talk to to understand? i've had so many problems coming at me all at once, all my fault, bad decision making, which is not the type of person i am. i'm just experimenting all at once i guess not really on purpose and my parents keep finding out. i feel terrible disappointing them becuas ei know i'm still a good girl like what they thought i was its just bad they're finding this out all at once things i've done. i feel so guilty and i keep crying. i feel like no one understands what i'm going through right now becuase its my personal values . i'm a good catholic girl but i'm sort of goign against everything i stand for just to "try it" .