Im not sure if this is something to do with my autism or me having a low self esteem but sometimes when people are being nice or really kind i feel like rejecting them or being really nasty and then i feel guilty and bad for thinking that way.
For example:
On the television there may be a show where someone is getting smashed by a bunch of bullies, and lets say he owns a ice cream truck and he walks up to a bunch of people really kindly and asks if they would like to buy some icecream really nicely like "please buy my icecream we have all these good flavours and hot dogs too!"
I will feel like rejecting and like hitting him that person and it makes me guilty for being nasty.
another example is if someone was to buy me a really nice gift and they are really enthusiastic about it like Happy birthday i hope you like it!!. i get the same feeling.
If anyone knows why this is please tell me!!!!
For example:
On the television there may be a show where someone is getting smashed by a bunch of bullies, and lets say he owns a ice cream truck and he walks up to a bunch of people really kindly and asks if they would like to buy some icecream really nicely like "please buy my icecream we have all these good flavours and hot dogs too!"
I will feel like rejecting and like hitting him that person and it makes me guilty for being nasty.
another example is if someone was to buy me a really nice gift and they are really enthusiastic about it like Happy birthday i hope you like it!!. i get the same feeling.
If anyone knows why this is please tell me!!!!