on saturday night i went to a bar with a new friend. we got pretty drunk and she really seemed to like me a lot, saying how much she loved me, that we should be best friends and thought we were soul mates, hugging me and at one point kissing me on the lips. this was even before we were really drunk. i kind of went along with it because i did think she was really nice and that we had a lot in common. the relationship i had with her reminded me a lot of my old "best friend", but the old one made me really happy, and now this new one is making me really depressed every time i think of her and i don't know why, even though i had a good night. i feel smothered and trapped and it's confusing and horrible. she was so touchy-feely too and it's killing me thinking about it for some reason.