I mean like the stares I get from ppl that don't even know me. they think I am weird because I worship God differently then they do. they don't realize what a strain that puts on me and my beliefs.
Speaking as an ex-pentecostal, it's probably because your religion varies dramatically from the Christian faith in many areas.
The most obvious example I can think of is speaking in tongues, which according to your cults, is some sort of secret language between you and God, which is nothing like what is mentioned in the Bible when you read all the verses.
Another reason could be your name, you are not apostolic as you were not founded by a true apostle evidenced by the fact your gatherings cannot trace themselves back to the apostolic era nor do you preach the same faith as them. (Try reading Rom. 10:8)
Lastly, you aren't anything like as it was on the day of Pentecost, nor are you in one mind and one accord with them or even each other.
This is not a dig at you personally, but the gatherings you support. They preach a different faith and trade on the name of Christ's apostles by falsely claiming to be apostolic.